DEAR TUMBLR,
it has been way too long.you have been missed much.
while i was away, i learned a lot. time to share some insight:
don’t ever let a place, one single place, that you have been dreaming your whole life about, put you down. when someone, a single person, completely opens your eyes to something that hid under the surface in this single place, dont let it bum you out. because obviously that place that was perfect in every single way in your mind the past few years of your life, that perfect place you had been looking forward to for so long, doesn’t carry perfection in every facet of its being… there are always a few, if not many downsides.
don’t ever let someone, one single person, tell you that you aren’t up for this perfect place. just put it in your mind, for now at least, that you this small speck on the map isnt good enough for you. because, maybe it’s not.
… i feel like, i’ve almost wasted my time on this dream. better to know now than later?
i think so.
